September 16 2023
Not feeling so great about myself right now. I feel like I'm not a good person. I feel like I am too close-minded and that I'm oversensitive. An example of this oversensitivity is how comments on r/OffMyChest tend to be cold when the post is someone explaining something horrible that they did. I've seen a couple of comments where people say that OP is saying nothing but "me me me." I think these types of comments happen when OP repeatedly says they're horrible and what not.
I guess I see how that can be like "me me me," but maybe that's not what they usually mean when they call themselves horrible. I think that opinion that those kinds of posts are self-centered is making sense to me. But would you rather have OP just not say anything about how they were horrible and simply just state what horrible thing they did?
I don't know about you, but I'd like to comment something that's like "hey dude, the fact that you feel remorse over it means you're not a bad person," or something like that. The comments I usually see just seem so cold. But you could say that the reason they seem cold is because the subject matter of the post is serious, that's a point. I also don't like when people just comment "therapy," or "get help," it just seems so uncaring, like they're just throwing it at you.
I don't know, man. Maybe I'm just too much of a softie, or a pussy. Or... maybe I just see it differently? I took a moment to browse stuff before coming back to this, and when I read how I wrote that I may just be a pussy, I decided to try and spin it around. I think I had to force myself a little, but I did it.
As for my previous entry... maybe I should just focus on the now. I didn't actually hurt anyone, did I? I didn't announce that I sided with A, I didn't say anything wrong to anyone. What I did was more of a thought crime. Still, not the best, but maybe I shouldn't act as if I murdered someone. I may have spent a good amount of time feeling so bad about it, but... all's well that ends well?
See ya later...